Wednesday, February 18, 2009
I'm trying!
I'm a firm believer in God. I believe He created this universe with His mighty hand, I believe all that and I know if He can created galaxy beyond galaxy, He can fix my small problems. It's amazing how doubt and worry can bring you down. Not only that, bring your faith down. I'm going through a worry problem I guess you could say. I'm NEVER worried! And right now I'm sooooooooooooo worried about this dumb problem. I feel unworthy because it's like I'm doubting the power of God. And it's crazy to know that someone can have all the faith in the world, and just by one single small problem, your faith goes lower than a flat tire. Ugh...I don't understand...I've never been the worry ward. I'm always the joyful person, the chilled person. Now I'm like the worried/stressed/frustrated person, and I HATE IT!! I know the answer to the problem, and that's just to leave it up to God, and I'm ashamed to say this but...it's hard. That problem is always gonna be in the back of my mind...I just want it allll to go away cuz it's messing up in the inside. I just gotta let go and let God, like the saying says.
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