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Have you ever felt like you're not appriciated? Sucks huh? It builds up so much frustration, that you don't know what to do but cry your frustration out. That's how I feel, and if you're going through all this, you're not alone. Sometimes I feel like I'm TOO nice and because people know I'm too nice, they take advantage of me. Just to let you know, if I'm TOO nice...it's for a reason. Either I'm trying to help you out with your problems or just giving you a hand. Doesn't mean I'm your lil toy that you can play with whenever you feel like it. No...I don't work that way. I'm not saying this to make myself look like I'm all that and a bag of chips, but if anybody has me as a friend or best friend or even CONSIDERS me their friend or best friend, has a pretty good dang friend. If you gotta problem or whatever the case might be, I put my feelings aside for you. I know God doesn't want me to feel this way, but I'm only human. I shouldn't use that as an excuse but...ya know. "A friend loves at all times." Probs. 17:17 that's always in my head when it comes to knowing who my real friends are. Maybe this is just a phase, a hard time that's leading me to my blessing. I really do hope so...I don't know how long I can take this, I can only handle so much.